I have been away from my own world for too long. A lot has happened so far… and life doesn’t stay still. I am in Japan now. I was eager to be here earlier this year and even cried thinking if I don’t get it. Now that I am here, so what? I am still me but far away from my family. The worst happened when I am not home with my mother. I wish I could do a lot of things. I am always looking forward to the future and forget to enjoy every moment along the way. When it’s too much, I start thinking of giving up. Sometimes, I even wake up in the morning asking myself why I am here and wondering how I get through life in a foreign place. At the end, I found only one answer and it’s very simple: I am here for my Mother. I remember her every word. ” Nothing is impossible, daughter. Don’t easily get panic cos every problem has its own way out. You just need to sit down, stay calm, and you’ll find it.” This two-year Life will make you stand out strong. All you need to do is to believe in yourself.
Thanks for everything you have done for me, mother. I am very safe under your wings of love. Please get well soon, dear mother. I am wishing you all the best from my heart.
P.S. I LOVE YOU!
