Winter

Today has been so cold. People said winter has come and it will be cold and even colder from today on.

What am I going to do? Cycling back tonight, I could feel my hands almost gone frozen; it was damn cold. I am not ready yet, winter.

 

:-(

I felt so much better after talking to you every time, although it is just a simple conversation that simple friends have. However, I don’t know y i feel that way because you don’t say you miss me, love me, think of me, and want to see me anymore. Anyhow, I still feel good just to see your word HI. It’s not easy to always stay up late and wait for your chat message, but I do it. While waiting, I always go through our old emails. You might leave them aside, and never even give a glance at them, but they still sound good to me and make me smile feeling your care at that time.

I know they say, we shouldn’t live in the past for we can never find our real future, but I still do.

If only you realized how much i think of you at this moment. People come and go, but I still think of you. Most of our friends have found their happiness one by one, it’s obviously written on their faces how happy they are. I can’t feel that way for you never see me as the same person again. By any chance, have you ever thought of me? I have no courage to get the answer at all…that’s the worst part.

I know it doesn’t make sense, but I still feel for you.