I felt so much better after talking to you every time, although it is just a simple conversation that simple friends have. However, I don’t know y i feel that way because you don’t say you miss me, love me, think of me, and want to see me anymore. Anyhow, I still feel good just to see your word HI. It’s not easy to always stay up late and wait for your chat message, but I do it. While waiting, I always go through our old emails. You might leave them aside, and never even give a glance at them, but they still sound good to me and make me smile feeling your care at that time.
I know they say, we shouldn’t live in the past for we can never find our real future, but I still do. 
If only you realized how much i think of you at this moment. People come and go, but I still think of you. Most of our friends have found their happiness one by one, it’s obviously written on their faces how happy they are. I can’t feel that way for you never see me as the same person again. By any chance, have you ever thought of me? I have no courage to get the answer at all…that’s the worst part.
I know it doesn’t make sense, but I still feel for you.
Thida
November 14, 2010 at 12:25 am
My dear, were you talking about “him”?
akhara
November 14, 2010 at 11:10 am
Who “him” do you mean?
GB
August 19, 2011 at 12:59 pm
I like this post and can pretty much related to it, for I’ve come across the same page as you. And I admire your courage to at least let’s feeling be written down, be noted, be shared.
Cheer up,